whenever i feel lonely i turn to music as my universal remedy. tonight, however, music seems to hate me. i spent over five minutes trying to decide which cd to play (which never happens). when i finally decided to grab sponge's "wax ecstatic", i found that the cd was not inside. so i believe it ran away 'cause no one that i know likes that band, therefore the chances that someone may have borrowed it without permission are zero. disappointed, i looked for moist's "creature". that one i'm sure my brother must have somewhere in the universal mess that he calls his room, only that he locked the door and then passed out, so no "creature" for me tonight. i turned on the radio, but i had forgotten that the only station that i used to listen to became something else, so instead of the rasmus or blink 182 i got some stupid politician talking about...WTF???!! THE INFLUENCE THAT BIG BROTHER HAS ON OUR ALREADY FUCKED UP POLITICAL SYSTEM???!!!! and it was either that or britney spears, or enrique iglesias...so i turned the radio off. and winamp is taking ages to open, so forget about my downloads. perhaps music needs a break from me. perhaps music got tired of me always looking for her when there's no one around. perhaps i'm facing some kind of musical strike. perhaps music just can't stand the sound of my voice when i start singing. but one thing i know FOR SURE: i like it when people hate me, but to have music hate me too is NOT fun.



wait a minute....is music a he or a she?????